Monday, August 25, 2008

hmmm

i just go an idea!! im going to start another blog, about school. and ill document everything i want to from school, cause we all now school can get pretty interesting!! :] lol but idk i think it might be interesting, but if its terribly boring, ill delete it. lol i come up with the strangest ideas.

cant sleep again

im just not tired! i havent really done a lot today, and im as awake as ever. i want to sleep, but i cant. and its bugging me. my brain just wont shut off. its too busy analyzing and thinking about stupid stuff. i think i should start taking sleep pills soon. . or maybe ill be able to sleep better when i get to my new house. . there was a time, awhile ago, when i actually could fall asleep easily, well i cant anymore, and i miss being able to just think, "ok, im tired, ill lay down in bed exactly this way and ill fall asleep quickly." I really miss getting that good sleep. grr. i swear i always have bags under my eyes, and im gonna get wrinkles soon. if only we had insurance, then i could go to my doctor and ask for some dang sleeping pills. another thing keeping me awake is school, it starts on tuesday and i am really nervous. like extremely nervous. i dont know why. usually im excited for school to start. maybe im so nervous because i wont know anyone and the location of the school isnt exactly the most safe place in utah. . and ill have to ride trax by myself to get there, that scares me a lot, im a pretty girl i dont want to get attacked or anything. great now im thinking about that. dang it!! okk. sleepy thoughts. well goodnight everyone, hope you are having a nice sleep

<3- Tsuki

Friday, August 22, 2008

School . .

I start school next week as i said in my previous post, and im supposed to go visit my school today and see what its like. Im pretty sure it i wont get lost in the school, lol cause that would suck! the first day, me getting lost=worst case scenario. lol im sooo going to cry after the first day, i wont have Brinn with me. :[ Ugh. . ill text her during lunch!!! ha ha cause i suck at not getting caught in class. well ill write more when i get back!!

<3-Tsuki

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Wow!

dang!! i havent posted for awhile!! silly me! i just keep forgetting i have a blog!! well, i start school next week, i am super nervous, and i hope i make some friends on the first day. im having guy issues again, ugh boys. . they are soooo dumb and confusing. . Anyways, ha ha im going to hang out with my bestie!! BRINN I LOVE YOU!!! ha ha and we are gonna have an awesomee time together, like always. lol it sucks that im going to move and will have to leave brinn. . but ill always come visit her!! shes my best friend, and always will be, she knows too much!! ha ha ha :] yesterday, and the day before that. . worst days ever!! Stewy, Nathan, Dylan. . boys make me sick sometimes. lol
i promise to come post more often now!!
<3 tsuki