cant sleep again

im just not tired! i havent really done a lot today, and im as awake as ever. i want to sleep, but i cant. and its bugging me. my brain just wont shut off. its too busy analyzing and thinking about stupid stuff. i think i should start taking sleep pills soon. . or maybe ill be able to sleep better when i get to my new house. . there was a time, awhile ago, when i actually could fall asleep easily, well i cant anymore, and i miss being able to just think, "ok, im tired, ill lay down in bed exactly this way and ill fall asleep quickly." I really miss getting that good sleep. grr. i swear i always have bags under my eyes, and im gonna get wrinkles soon. if only we had insurance, then i could go to my doctor and ask for some dang sleeping pills. another thing keeping me awake is school, it starts on tuesday and i am really nervous. like extremely nervous. i dont know why. usually im excited for school to start. maybe im so nervous because i wont know anyone and the location of the school isnt exactly the most safe place in utah. . and ill have to ride trax by myself to get there, that scares me a lot, im a pretty girl i dont want to get attacked or anything. great now im thinking about that. dang it!! okk. sleepy thoughts. well goodnight everyone, hope you are having a nice sleep

<3- Tsuki