darnn

well my high school blog didnt work out. . lol but high school is going great!!! I like this kid named Marcus, and he likes me back!!! :DDDD he makes me laugh all the freakin time. and he lets me wear his jacket, which is HUGE on me, but i look really cute in it :D and it smells good too. . hehe i really like him a lot. one problem is that he also likes three other girls. . but two of them dont like him back, and i dunno about the third girl. Hmmm im hoping he asks me out. :] lol im actually excited for school.

hmmm

i just go an idea!! im going to start another blog, about school. and ill document everything i want to from school, cause we all now school can get pretty interesting!! :] lol but idk i think it might be interesting, but if its terribly boring, ill delete it. lol i come up with the strangest ideas.

cant sleep again

im just not tired! i havent really done a lot today, and im as awake as ever. i want to sleep, but i cant. and its bugging me. my brain just wont shut off. its too busy analyzing and thinking about stupid stuff. i think i should start taking sleep pills soon. . or maybe ill be able to sleep better when i get to my new house. . there was a time, awhile ago, when i actually could fall asleep easily, well i cant anymore, and i miss being able to just think, "ok, im tired, ill lay down in bed exactly this way and ill fall asleep quickly." I really miss getting that good sleep. grr. i swear i always have bags under my eyes, and im gonna get wrinkles soon. if only we had insurance, then i could go to my doctor and ask for some dang sleeping pills. another thing keeping me awake is school, it starts on tuesday and i am really nervous. like extremely nervous. i dont know why. usually im excited for school to start. maybe im so nervous because i wont know anyone and the location of the school isnt exactly the most safe place in utah. . and ill have to ride trax by myself to get there, that scares me a lot, im a pretty girl i dont want to get attacked or anything. great now im thinking about that. dang it!! okk. sleepy thoughts. well goodnight everyone, hope you are having a nice sleep

<3- Tsuki

School . .

I start school next week as i said in my previous post, and im supposed to go visit my school today and see what its like. Im pretty sure it i wont get lost in the school, lol cause that would suck! the first day, me getting lost=worst case scenario. lol im sooo going to cry after the first day, i wont have Brinn with me. :[ Ugh. . ill text her during lunch!!! ha ha cause i suck at not getting caught in class. well ill write more when i get back!!

<3-Tsuki

Wow!

dang!! i havent posted for awhile!! silly me! i just keep forgetting i have a blog!! well, i start school next week, i am super nervous, and i hope i make some friends on the first day. im having guy issues again, ugh boys. . they are soooo dumb and confusing. . Anyways, ha ha im going to hang out with my bestie!! BRINN I LOVE YOU!!! ha ha and we are gonna have an awesomee time together, like always. lol it sucks that im going to move and will have to leave brinn. . but ill always come visit her!! shes my best friend, and always will be, she knows too much!! ha ha ha :] yesterday, and the day before that. . worst days ever!! Stewy, Nathan, Dylan. . boys make me sick sometimes. lol
i promise to come post more often now!!
<3 tsuki

Sleepover

I had a sleep over with my best friend Brinn. That was fun. We stayed up all night, and jumped on the tramp at three o'clock in the morning. it was so awesome! so i hadn't slept for twenty six hours, then i just took a nap which i just woke up from. I'm hungry, and still a little tired, so hopefully i wont have sleeping issues tonight. cause that would just suck. lol Ahh last night was so fun. We ran around in her neighborhood with no shoes on till our feet hurt. it was funny, cause we weren't tired at all. probably from drinking that rock star and eating that candy. lol

insomnia

its three thirty in the morning and i cant sleep. I have horrible cramps, and im at my sisters house trying to sleep on her couch. ugh. I wish i could just fall asleep, ive always struggled with insomnia, and pills never help. I think the last time i slept the entire night, and went to sleep fairly quickly was in sixth grade. I'm now in tenth grade. Thats a lot of sleep loss. I can't take naps unless im exhausted or sick, so that never works. i spend many a night staring at the ceiling, willing my self to fall asleep. I've tried counting sheep, drinking warm milk, listening to relaxing music. Thinking of one thing and one thing only, but it never works. It takes me at least an hour to get my brain to shut up on average. And it never stays quiet for long. Also i have a problem falling back asleep once i've been woken up. You can see what an issue this must be. I know there must be a way for me to fall asleep quickly... and stay asleep. ill search for the answer. i cant sleep anyways. good morning everyone
<3-Tsuki

well hello there

Hi guys! havent posted for awhile! I've been kinda busy. Life isn't so good right now. Its still freaking hot, but i think it might rain soon. Halle-freakin-lujah. lol umm I miss my friend Bryce, he's at Camp and wont be back till friday. Im bored without talking to him. umm I found out last friday that one of my guy friends likes me, but Bryce cant tell me who he is, and the guy that likes me is too shy to tell me. I think its my friend Jeff, and I really hope it is. I still kinda like him even though he hurt me a little bit awhile ago. if Its jeff, he should know i still like him... IDK why boys are so weird. gotta love them anyway. ^^ well ta ta for now
<3/ Tsuki

Summer heat

my goodness its really hackin hot!! I am so sick of the heat. I want it to rain for like five days on end. That would be nice, Id just sit and get soaked from it. I am really tired of the weather, and my pool got popped last year. yesterday was a fun day. I got sunburnt though, thats not fun. hmmm what to do. should I play zelda for my sister instead of letting her play? or watch a movie or somethin? i dunno.

Sleepover!!

So on Sunday I had a sleep over a my best friend Cabby's house, we were bored at first than we got dressed in really pretty dresses, and drank rootbeer floats, then we played cards for awhile, after we got bored, we ran upstairs to change and pretended we were run away princesses. The game slowly evolved into us being gypsies, anyway we grew bored of that, so we started listening to her ipod. We went to the kitchen and played with her shot glasses, we took a shot of pickle juice, (which was absolutely revolting, I hate pickles) and I won! lol We then switched to rootbeer I won the first round because Cabby showered me with her rootbeer after I made a funny face and she laughed. After a few rounds of that, (me winning most the time) we took it upon our selves to try lemon juice, SOUR!! We decided to switch back to rootbeer. All was fine until I laughed into my glass and caused an eruption of rootbeer. By this time, we were super hyper and we started dancing to her ipod, the song Sexy Back came on and Cabby started lifting her eyebrows to the beat. Laughter ensued and we began making up dance moves, special dance moves though, dance moves to ensure NO one ever dancs with you. I'll admit some of them were down right creepy, but the majority were hilarious. We have decided to one day record our idiotic selves and post it on YouTube. We wrote down the moves so we wont forget. After falling all over ourselves laughing till our faces and sides hurt, we realized it was 3:00 am and we needed to settle down, we wanted to watch a movie (Cab: "I don't fall asleep during movies though!" Me: "Lies, you always do, every sleep over we've ever had you've fallen asleep during the movie!" Cab: "Duh! You have no proof!" Me: "Whatever! its still true!") we argued a little and finally decided on The Wedding Planner and as always Cabby fell asleep before me, and I drifted to sleep shortly after. It was a great night!

my nephews

my nephews are the cutest people ever! I love going over to their house and playing with them, its fun. they are so wild and crazy, its good exercise to play with them. lol the other day my nephew got his head stuck in the head rest of my sisters massage table, luckily my sister thinks quickly and got him free. You gotta see the picture, its great. here is the link to her post about it, http://www.ramblingmom.com/2008/06/stuck.html go look at the picture, my poor cute nephew. lol love you jason! don't get stuck anymore!

<3 Tsuki

hmm

well the awakening was shorter than i thought, but that was only phase one.
It was way fun! It was a little tiring though, but i had a great time. I realized my mom and sister aren't the same as before. lol oh and its nothing like Visionworks, (if your kara, you know what I'm talking about) its so much better! no yelling at you for being late, no nothing like that. only loves! lol it was fun, and we stayed in this giant house!!

Awakening

I'm going to this retreat/training thing called the Awakening. I'm kinda nervous,
and I keep debating whether i want to go or not. I practically have to go because
someone paid 3,000 dollars for me to go. And that's not the full price! I think the
thing is a little overrated, my mom and sister took it, and they are still exactly
the same as before except maybe a little more grumpy. but oh well, I don't
care. ill talk to you all in nine days.

<3-Tsuki

Moving!

Well, I might be moving. And I'm excited! I will miss my dear friends though, and I hope i will be able to stay in touch with them after I move. Maybe I shall hold a house warming party! That would be nice, although I would want my friends to stay. lol me and my best friend Brinn were talking about stowing her away in one of my suit cases, she's small enough to fit i think. lol
the house we want is in Layton (ah! now you know where i might live! :]) and its a great house.
The yard needs some work, but nothing too heavy duty. There is also a hot tub!!
Well thats all I have to say.

<3-Tsuki

Prince Charming

All I want is a cute boy who loves and adores me, but gives me space is that too much to ask?
Can I have my own Prince Charming?

Why can't life be like fairy tales, you know the type where the heroine of the story is either locked up, in distress, forced to marry a wretched man, or she eats a poisoned apple and must sleep until true loves kiss breaks the spell? Those girls have it made! They just have to find themselves in some sort of predicament and Prince Charming comes charging in on a white horse to save her. And he already loves her! They've never met, they don't know each others names, but its true love! And all the princes are incredibly good looking! I envy those girls,! Snow White, Rapunzel, Sleeping Beauty, Cinderella, the whole lot of them are lucky b*tches.

Now, why must reality be so harsh? I wonder was life always this way? Or do fairy tales account some truths? I hope some lucky girls get their prince charming, I'll be waiting for mine!

<3-Tsuki

P.S. Off in dream land, oh the boys sure are handsome here!! ;)